It's odd how the most important things that you need in your life, are the things that you reject and ignore most often.

I'm lost in love . . . But I don't want to be found.

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Samantha Natalia J.
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Name: samantha
Location: Vanuatu
Birthday: 8/12/1990
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Interests: writin poems...hangin out wit mah friends.....goin places...shoppin..and bein mahself because i luv doin that!!
Expertise: checkin out the hotties!!....havin fun and actin krazy!!!!
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Saturday, September 06, 2003

geez! Je*****.....u just have been makin me so mad.!when ever "he" says something mean u just laugh and look at him and seem to say in your head "OMG B*****, that was so funny! i dont care how my supposedly best firend feels about what u juss told her!!!!!" God! i just wish you would give me some time to talk to u ALONE without blaine following our everymove.....why do u think i would rather hang wit jacob or sumone else...i do that so i wont have to stand there and put up with all the S*** he ells me and see u just laughing at it. and even if i tell u in ure face u still look at me like" i dont care how u feel about it samantha!" i thought u were my best friend but it seems like u dont need me there for u anymore because u have blaine and he is ure whole world...i aint bein jealous..i just dont want to lose u over some guy but u dont seem to get that through ure beetle brain head!  u know what.........just dont even talk to me if u 2 r gonna be like that....rite now it seems like i can live my life without u and u can definatly live ures without me. i guess i am just this gurl who comes and bugs u all the time. so if thats the way its gonna be...dont bother talkin to me or trying to tell blaine to stop i t because uve tried that and it didnt seem to work........Goodbye jessica.....hello world cuz i aint sure if i want u and blaine in my life anymore!!!i got better things to do thatn sit around and listen to this crap.....


Friday, September 05, 2003

hey....things have been crazy but all together, it hasnt been that bad

well i juss wanna say sumtin to one of mah best friends....jcob...u know im here and even though i might not no exactly what u r going through...i have ears to listen and to comfort u...ppl r mad at u but they have to learn that ppl make mistakes in life and everyone deserves another chance.even u.u made some mistakes but  i know u regret what happened but u shouldnt leave and stop talking to the ppl who still want to be in ure life.things happen for a reason and if they cant get that through their heads..what good friends they are. im sure when they make mistakes  they want u to forgive them but when the mistake is ure fault..they dont even give u the time of day to explain ureself. i luv ya jcob..even if u do sum bad crap sumtimes..hehe

jessica...ugh!u been pissin me off but u know i still love you and im here...we dont talk much because we got new things gong on in our lives but ...u know my number so just pick up that phone of ures and dial it..cuz ill give u time to talk..hahhah..luv ya

well katlyn katlyn katlyn.......u have been extremly happy from time to time but sumtimes u r moody..but i dont care.everyone is sumtimes...hope everything is ok wit u..LuV ya too!

i havent wrote to them in a long time so i thought i would do that. and i didnt have anything else to wrote so that will fill up a part until i write next month..hah

                love alwayz......samantha


Saturday, August 23, 2003

wOw!!! havent been here in a while..since lik a month ago...!!1

well...its 12:30(at night)and im awake becasue my mom woke me up..it all started when i fell asleep(duh!)so i was in bed asleep and my mom comes in screaming my name! so i jumped out of bed and onto the floor becasue for some reason my legs weenrt workin properly so i fell down (u know the movie bringin down the house....well i lookied like queen latifah when the old dude woke her up..u know when her hair was all messed up and stuff)so yeh well..now i cant go back to sleep..and i just got in an arguement with my dad becasue ...iono why,  we just did..we alwayz get into fights  me, my mom, my dad, my brother .......i dont get along with any of them...i just want to run away and never come back to this life that im living becasue it sucks!!!i am seriously planning on runinng away! so yeh..guess ill write again later....laterz!


Wednesday, July 30, 2003

hah..this week hasnt been that bad.....I SAW ROSA!! we havent seen each other since 6th gradde!wow! ohh yeh..me and jessica r kool now and im excited about a dance that is supposed to be next friday.....yesterday night was fin becsue i actually talked to jacob..we havent talked since WEB training which was 3 weeks ago! and i gave him a little bit of advice wit his personal life....good luck jacob with the dance thing!!!!!!!!!!!u know what i mean! well i gtg now becasue i wanna check out other ppls sites to latez!

                       samantha

P.S. just 2 more weeks till my b-day!!!!whoa-hoo


Thursday, July 24, 2003

today sucked alot!!!

to jessica.....if i was ever with a guy.....and u and him hated each other, i would try to solve da problem...not stand there and laugh at the insults we give each other.....i dont wanna stop bein best ffriends with u but i cant hang around with u anymore becasue im tired of him sayin things when im tryin to be nice and all u do is say" ohh..well he dont like it when u take me away from him or tell him stuff" how do u think i feel whe all u do is follow him and act like him and want him to come with us when i really need to tell u sumtin....and then when i said that i need to talk to u privatly...u accused me of lyin and jus sayin dat becasue i didnt want him to come..so u pulled him over anyway.......ive bben watin to tell u this for a long time now but i juss couldnt and now thta i have it is ruini our friendship and i dont want u to break up with him...i dont know if i can still hang out weith u anymore.....ure still mah best friend and i never want our friendship too end but i juss cant.....iono.....bye



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